100 Confessions (yeah.. I took a survey)
100 Girl Confessions (yeah.. I took a survey)
Honestly, what are you thinking about right now?: Blank space...
Do you like to get your nails done?: No, mine are nice enough I don't have to.
What are your thoughts on Valentine's Day?: OMG! It sucks.
Do you remember the last movie you saw while on a date?: I can't remember the last time I went on a date OR to a movie. lol.
Do you love the color pink?: Not so much...
Have you ever cheated on someone?: No and I never will, no matter what HE does. That is just fucked up and I will not sink to his level. IF there was a HIM.
What color is your favorite bra?: Clear. lol. I usually never wear one. I don't have to. 
If you took on the surname of the last person you kissed, what would it be?: WTF?
Do you kiss on the first date?: Depends on the guy.
Do you like to wear dresses?: No. But, I will wear them IF it is called for.
Are you into sports?: No. Though I love martial arts and things of the sort.
Do you like any 'manly' activities like hunting, fishing, or camping?: Uh... NO.
Did you lose your virginity before you were sixteen?: No.
If not, are you still a virgin?: lmfao. I think not.
What was the name of your first boyfriend?: Can't remember...
Your first kiss?: Trent and he had a very tall mohawk. lol.
Are you still with either of those people from the last 2 questions?: Definitely NOT.
Have you ever dated anyone on your top friends?: If I dated them they ARE NOT on my friends list at all! 
How many of your top friends have you kissed?: ZERO!
Have you ever used your bra to hold things like you would a pocket?: Yes. It's good to use for a cell phone holder. lol.
Are you a shop-a-holic?: No, I hate shopping.
How many purses do you own?: 2 that I use, currently.
Describe your favorite pair of shoes:: Black bondage boots.
Who knows a secret about you that no one else does?: If I told you that you would go bug them to find out the secret wouldn't you? lol.
What is your longest relationship to date?: 7 years.
Who ended the last relationship you were in?: I did, he did, I did, he did... Blah Blah Blah! lol.
Have you ever gotten back with an ex?: Yes, but only one X. He was (past tense) my Kryptonite.
Are you bi?: Are you bi?
Have you ever done something with a friend of the same sex?: Have you?
Who was your first prom date?: Didn't go to prom.
Have you ever dated someone more than three years older than you?: Yes.
Have you ever dated someone a year younger than you?: I have dated guys WAY younger than me, but they were all over 21.
Have you ever fallen for a guy friend?: Yes.
Have you ever had a guy friend you weren't into, fall for you?: All the time...
Do you cry during romantic movies?: Sometimes, other times it just pisses me off.
Who was the last person to see you cry?: My X. He gave a lot of good advise. It had nothing to do with our past relationship. It was over something else that pissed me off.
Have you ever been used?: Too many times. I now wear extra strength bullshit repellent.
Have you ever felt violated?: LMFAO!! Yes.
Do you like when I guy takes you by surprise and kisses you?: Depends on the guy.
What do you think of red lipstick?: It looks hot on Gwen.
Do you ever leave the house without make up?: All the time.
Do you tan?: Use to.
What is your natural hair color?: Med ash brown.
Is it that right now?: No, it is BLACK.
Have you ever gone for someone despite knowing they were bad for you?: Yes... Once.
Do you prefer guys with dark hair or light hair?: Long, dark hair.
Have you kissed anyone who's name started with 'C'?: No.
'D'?: No.
'J'?: Yes.
'K'?: No.
'R'?: No.
'T'?: Yes.
Would you be more likely to date a redneck or a goth?: Goth
A prep or a skater?: Skater
An athlete or a musician?: Musician
When was the last time someone gave you flowers?: uh... I don't remember.
What kind of gift can win you over?: I am not very materialistic. Gift? The truth.
Has anyone ever sung to you?: Yes.
What was the stupidest thing you've done while drunk?: I created my own techno club in my living room.
Are diamonds really a girls best friend?: No, a guy that cares enough to show his love in that manner should be not only your lover, but your best friend as well.
Gold or silver?: Silver, white gold and platinum.
What is your favorite scent?: Dragons blood.
Do you like massages?: I crave them.
Have you ever been skinny dipping?: No, never.
Do you sleep naked?: Sometimes.
Is smoking cigarettes a turn-off?: No... Someone that does drugs IS a turn off!
What is the perfect date?: One that follows with a second date and a smile.
Is there a certain tv show you get upset if you miss?: I don't watch TV.
What is your favorite movie?: I have many... Horror is my fave genre.
When was the last time you spent the night at someone else's house?: I can't remember.
Was that someone of the same or opposite sex?: Who cares? I can't remember! lol.
What is one food you always crave?: Italian and Japanese. So... There's 2.
Are you an exercise freak?: Yes, indeed!
What scares you more, spiders or snakes?: I am quite fond of them both.
Do you expect to be married in the next two years?: If hell freezes over.
What would you do if you found out you were pregnant?: Sue my doctor. lol.
Was the last person to call you male or female?: Female.
Does it matter if a guy has a sense of humor?: A sense of humor is important.
Do you wish on shooting stars?: Nope.
What are your thoughts on guys who wear wife-beaters?: It makes me wonder their intentions are.
Who do you vent to when something is bothering you?: The dog.
What is the best way to cool off when you're mad?: Depends on what is fueling me at the time.
Do you have someone who is protective of you (father, brother, etc.)?: Many people!! Too many to name...
Would you ever get implants?: I love mine!!
Have you ever had a crush on a sibling's friend?: Nope.
Have you ever had a crush on a friend's sibling?: Nope.
What is the corniest pick-up line someone's ever used on you?: I don't go out to places where some loser might say some stupid shit to try and pick me up. Honestly most men do not have the testicular fortitude to even approach me.
Does it mean more to you if a guy uses the word 'beautiful' about you?: Depends on the guy and how much bullshit repellent I'm wearing.
Is your best friend a guy?: Nope.
Are you more of a 'girly girl' or a 'tomboy'?: Nerdy girl.
Is your hair longer than your shoulders?: Yes.
Do you prefer showers or baths?: Showers.
Have you ever dated someone with a child?: No.
Have you ever dated someone shorter than you?: No, I like for my men to be a bit taller than I.
Have you ever dated someone of another race?: No.
Do you secretly still love to dress up for Halloween?: Yes I DO!
Have you kissed anyone today?: Nope.
Will you kiss anyone tomorrow?: Nope.
Are you addicted to texting?: No, not at all. But, it is better than talking on the phone to most people.
If you and your best friend got arrested, what would it be for?: ok... That was fucking stupid.
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The Ghost That Haunts Me
It is bizarre at best and yet I continually find myself returning to the abyss that I with care have a high regard for from afar. Something powerful draws me in... I obediently accept its every impulse. I am taken in because of its imaginary yet realistic affect. This image is more than I can process. Therefore, I gamble in, eyes closed and visualize of what could be and what has been. Never denying my craving to breathe in its authority, this haunts me. Eyes closed, I am out of harm’s way within the arms of the ghost that has saved me. My yearning is ever growing and the fires within me have fueled my interest for some time now. I embrace his charm and follow my ghost charmer to the depths of the abyss in which I prefer to stay with him... Unending aura‘s surround me. My happiness not taken for granted. His presence stays within me. I hang on to recover myself, to uphold the ghost that haunts me. I am forever grateful. "Tu me hantes"
© Damiana Terror
Fill the Void
I am not modest miss sugary and suitable in case you haven't figured that out by now. I can't stand the insane garbage of "being acceptable". Accept me as I am or fuck off! Charismatically refined, I am cynicism. I feed on it. It keeps you guessing and guessing. It keeps
you coming back for more - not knowing. Ok, Feeling a bit befuddled? Lovely! I enjoy it. I am subservient to no one! Not even you. I am a fucking mental case. I
know this all too well. IF I am your friend I will remain your friend till the end or until you perjure yourself to me, pilfer from me or otherwise fuck me over. That is intolerable. At the end of the day know who I am and what I am not. Get over it. I did. So don't think for one
instant I am some character freak. Ego not integrated in this container. Sorry to disillusion you, but I am not here to make an impression on you. Utter and assume what you intend. I don't give a fuck. I never have. Just thought I would "fill the void"...
© Damiana Terror
Plain and Simple
As many times as I have tried to pen this, I fail horrifically. If I could, in fact, articulate what I
wanted to say then this would have been penned more than a month ago. This one I am having difficulty with… Maybe I am too incensed to put it into words? Maybe I just don't give a shit, enough to say anything further… Possibly the nothingness has been filled and I no longer wish to be concerned or deliberate? Perhaps I should go ballistic? Maybe I should just shut the fuck up and disregard everything around me only to reside in the fires of my soul that have charred and burned me for far too long? Maybe I should pay notice to logic. Am I sworn to great secrecy to be burned within these four walls I no longer covet? If everything around me was as bright as the one of many thoughts I have right now, at this very moment then possibly, things would be as they were, not as they are. This time I never had any errors in judgment, or so I assumed. I did not instigate this, though I advised against it. Advice was not taken and here we are yet again smoldering within these four walls that we no longer yearn for, but hold strong so we are not abandoned? I believe that is accurate in many aspects...in my opinion. It is tear-jerking to know you have failed. Sacrifices we make only to be passed over. Not a second thought given. Time is not a companion that hangs around until you are ready to give yourself completely. My time is valuable to me always, but it is exhausted when I forget to predict what I am truly seeking. I give myself entirely. I do not have any recollection of my thoughts and feelings. My genuine soul is at stake. Respect is an issue. Respect died long ago. I have not any for those who disregard me. General courtesy is a form of respect that dies hard in a charred soul, therefore I have none. Emptiness is welcomed as it slices me open and regurgitates salt into my wounds that will repair, but will never be forgotten. Thoughtful words and consoling touches only reinforce the hate that binds me, if not to them, then, to you. As I lie here latent, thoughts run more rapidly than you can see in your mind's eye. You couldn't come to grips with the genuineness within me that gave you every benefit of the doubt. I sat silently to watch you reduce to rubble every bit of benevolence left in my soul. Thanks for that. I could not have done it or said it better myself... My blood ridden tears are wiped away by the detestation I hold so precious to your heart.
© Damiana Terror
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